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Warning: this is a shitty vent journal... you don't need to read it, thanks.

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This is a continuation of this crappy state I did some time ago. So.... have I guys told you I hate myself?

Yeah... that is a thing. I hate how I was when I was a kid and on part of what I have become... I hate my body and hate my face and other stuff I will never tell to anyone. Recently I read a comic and kinda got identified to it.

I have never had a boyfriend in real life... I am not the most cute person in the world and my appeareance is not that great. I also hate my personality a lot... heh.... kinda feel right now identified with this song based on the It's raining somewhere else by Toby Fox... I am now a paranoic mess that can't talk with her parents cause they will yell at her and then make me feel even more like trash... but they will not care. They never think their words will hurt me... they just think I have to accept it and get over it... hah like it was that easy when simple words can make you feel like trash in less than one second... that is why I never talk with anyone... not even when I feel ill or I feel sad.... I just remain in a corner without being able to be what I am... jeez not even I know who I am... I just know I exist and that is it.... I try to chase a dream and find that thing that could make me happy... but at times it seems so useless that I get to question if there is something for me or I am just a big non sense... that is why I though on the song by the phrase that says "don't you feel like you are a mess sometimes?" I feel so lil against other persons... I keep wondering who I am and so much other questions... I guess that is how this is.....

so yeah..... I hate myself.

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